a self-guided workshop

showgirl desire

showgirl desire is a thirteen-part self-guided workshop about the wanting you organized out of existence. the career, the household, the version of you that has it all together. somewhere in there your body went quiet. this is how it gets loud again. the respectability bargain is over. welcome back.

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showgirl desire

what's inside

thirteen lessons. one long conversation.

  • 01introduction: the body keeps the receipts
  • 02chapter 01: the optimization trap
  • 03chapter 02: the respectability bargain
  • 04chapter 03: desire is a design problem
  • 05chapter 04: the locked pelvis
  • 06chapter 05: the tease as self-practice
  • 07chapter 06: dressing as dialogue
  • 08chapter 07: the reveal
  • 09chapter 08: attention as foreplay
  • 10chapter 09: desiring the self
  • 11chapter 10: the evidence file
  • 12closing: the rebellion of pleasure
  • 13sources and further reading
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